Mehhh, I'll have plenty of time to do that
How is it that you are so busy with something that the whole world moves without you?
What an irony that I want to 'slow my footsteps' but find myself unable to catch up when I'm done.
Okay enough with the aimless thoughts.
Well firstly YAY Alevels is over! Notice I did not exaggerate my sentence because I can't believe its over. It just went so fast that it flew past me and now its gone. I don't feel super liberated or very free-from-cage mainly because I think I did not work hard as what was deserved, basically I did not give my best to my final exams, (in fact really unprepared :/) But I'm not very into the regretful mood either (most probably would cry only when I get my result). Would just sum my condition now as very glad that I am able to rest :)
When I was in my study break, I craved to do everything, when I said everything, it really meant EVERYTHINGGG. I wanted to watch every single movie, bake every single recipe that I saw in facebook, meet up with every single friend that I missed so dearly(at that time), read all my untouched books, update my blog(surprisingly, even thought of creating a new blog pftt). But now that I've got the time to do all that, the interest just plummeted from like what, Mount Kinabalu's peak to the depth of the ocean?(terrible analogy but yeah you get me) I will be like, its okay, I could do that some other time. Can't help to just *roll eyes* at yourself sometimes. And it happens all the time, is there a name for such a syndrome or something?
So yeah, turns out that I see how fickle minded I am, or generally humans are. We say this today and we'll do that tomorrow. Today we know what we're doing, tomorrow we'll act completely different. But, thankfully we have someone much greater than us, who is ever unchanging, yesterday, today and forever. We have a Creator that created us this day, and does not leave us the next. He did not make His plans today, and leaves us astray tomorrow. But He had a plan for us from the beginning and His word never fails. What an assurance to trust in Him.
What an irony that I want to 'slow my footsteps' but find myself unable to catch up when I'm done.
Okay enough with the aimless thoughts.
Well firstly YAY Alevels is over! Notice I did not exaggerate my sentence because I can't believe its over. It just went so fast that it flew past me and now its gone. I don't feel super liberated or very free-from-cage mainly because I think I did not work hard as what was deserved, basically I did not give my best to my final exams, (in fact really unprepared :/) But I'm not very into the regretful mood either (most probably would cry only when I get my result). Would just sum my condition now as very glad that I am able to rest :)
When I was in my study break, I craved to do everything, when I said everything, it really meant EVERYTHINGGG. I wanted to watch every single movie, bake every single recipe that I saw in facebook, meet up with every single friend that I missed so dearly(at that time), read all my untouched books, update my blog(surprisingly, even thought of creating a new blog pftt). But now that I've got the time to do all that, the interest just plummeted from like what, Mount Kinabalu's peak to the depth of the ocean?(terrible analogy but yeah you get me) I will be like, its okay, I could do that some other time. Can't help to just *roll eyes* at yourself sometimes. And it happens all the time, is there a name for such a syndrome or something?
So yeah, turns out that I see how fickle minded I am, or generally humans are. We say this today and we'll do that tomorrow. Today we know what we're doing, tomorrow we'll act completely different. But, thankfully we have someone much greater than us, who is ever unchanging, yesterday, today and forever. We have a Creator that created us this day, and does not leave us the next. He did not make His plans today, and leaves us astray tomorrow. But He had a plan for us from the beginning and His word never fails. What an assurance to trust in Him.
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