A new step
I failed. Failed miserably.
Haha I planned to write this post way earlier after RBS but I failed. Now I've even started college. :O
There's too much to write. So much that I don't even know where to start.
Phew, RBS. It has been enriching and fulfilling. I wouldn't say it was a fun one really cos I can't really remember myself being really happy instead I find myself being sad and lonely lots of time actually. But yeah though all the down times, I've learned so much. So much about God and so much about myself, and about others too. I learn to see myself less and to look at others more. To ask God to help me see others with love, to help me look at his world how he would see them and break my heart of what breaks His. Also opened up my eyes through many things, and found lots of friendships to treasure :) It was thus a great experience
Andddddd...college. Its only 2 days of college and i feel so stressed out already. There's so much to do by yourself, the paperwork, decisions to make and most of all the workload and the heavy syllabus that's coming very very soon which is tommorow. Also just got a lecture by my parents of how tough this would be and how I must really change my lifestyle and time management to cope well. Sigh.I kinda wonder also why did I burdened myself to enter March intake. I could have went for the July intake or just go to TAR which life would be much more easier. But who knows what will happen. maybe God wants this to be a training for me. I remembered thinking the same thing as well before going to RBS which I wondered why do I want to stuck myself in a school waking up and sleeping early and without technology and not much friends. But hey I survived!! Today I did not regret the decision at all, I'm a proud RBS student. :) So maybe at the end of this year-and-almost-a-half, I would not regret my decision. Life isn't easy anyway right, it is tough and it needs to sometimes, and God wants to push me of my comfort zone too right? (haha applying what I learned;p)
There's one thing though that I'm excited for in college, which is CF. Never went to a school CF before and that seems REALLY sad. So I'm excited! Though Dad kinda discouraged further activities anymore because of the super tight schedule but yeah I'm always reminded that in all I do never lose sight of God. For seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. (Matthew 6:33) I'm also quite shock but at the same time glad to see how Christianity values are instilled in the college and how its so important here. I'll also have to remind myself to always put God in all my decisions. I've already been in a few dilemmas and it's only the second day of college, so much decision to make but I always forget to go to God for guidance. For this year-and-almost-half I'll just pray that God will give me the strength, guidance and self-discipline to thrive at college :)
Haha I planned to write this post way earlier after RBS but I failed. Now I've even started college. :O
There's too much to write. So much that I don't even know where to start.
Phew, RBS. It has been enriching and fulfilling. I wouldn't say it was a fun one really cos I can't really remember myself being really happy instead I find myself being sad and lonely lots of time actually. But yeah though all the down times, I've learned so much. So much about God and so much about myself, and about others too. I learn to see myself less and to look at others more. To ask God to help me see others with love, to help me look at his world how he would see them and break my heart of what breaks His. Also opened up my eyes through many things, and found lots of friendships to treasure :) It was thus a great experience
Andddddd...college. Its only 2 days of college and i feel so stressed out already. There's so much to do by yourself, the paperwork, decisions to make and most of all the workload and the heavy syllabus that's coming very very soon which is tommorow. Also just got a lecture by my parents of how tough this would be and how I must really change my lifestyle and time management to cope well. Sigh.I kinda wonder also why did I burdened myself to enter March intake. I could have went for the July intake or just go to TAR which life would be much more easier. But who knows what will happen. maybe God wants this to be a training for me. I remembered thinking the same thing as well before going to RBS which I wondered why do I want to stuck myself in a school waking up and sleeping early and without technology and not much friends. But hey I survived!! Today I did not regret the decision at all, I'm a proud RBS student. :) So maybe at the end of this year-and-almost-a-half, I would not regret my decision. Life isn't easy anyway right, it is tough and it needs to sometimes, and God wants to push me of my comfort zone too right? (haha applying what I learned;p)
There's one thing though that I'm excited for in college, which is CF. Never went to a school CF before and that seems REALLY sad. So I'm excited! Though Dad kinda discouraged further activities anymore because of the super tight schedule but yeah I'm always reminded that in all I do never lose sight of God. For seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. (Matthew 6:33) I'm also quite shock but at the same time glad to see how Christianity values are instilled in the college and how its so important here. I'll also have to remind myself to always put God in all my decisions. I've already been in a few dilemmas and it's only the second day of college, so much decision to make but I always forget to go to God for guidance. For this year-and-almost-half I'll just pray that God will give me the strength, guidance and self-discipline to thrive at college :)
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