Troubled
Ever had to do something but you know in your heart that if you do it you can't get what you want but you have to do it because its right You can choose not to do it but you are obliged to do it but the moment you choose to do it you'll know you are throwing away your hope of getting what you want and it happens every time, all the time! until you really don't feel like doing it anymore and just please yourself, getting what you want *sigh*